Everything Hurts

Physically & emotionally. I know this is what I wanted and needed. Being single & alone. Independence, not dependence. I can not help, but think & wonder if I will ever find someone that makes me as happy as Caleb did.

Not that this entry means I want Caleb back because I don't. We were incompatible for a reason. I love him unconditionally because that is just how I feel about most people I was or are close to.

I am not gonna lie though, I do want that butterfly feeling & when I see him & feel then I will know.

For once.

Until then, I can wait.
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